December 2009
Every EMOTION Everyday.
I hate making progress to only regress each day. I hate these feelings. I hate feeling this way.I hate the mood changes that are constant battles. Struggles for happiness each day. The littlest things would make me happy and now I am lucky if I have laughed each day. I hate how I am hopeless and no one can ever help me. I am sick of making decisions that impact everybody with negativity. I am...
Sigur Rós
neightkelly:
is guaranteed to lower my heart rate.
Accurate statement!
Bite the hand that feeds you? (it bites back)
I decided that I honestly don’t think years of therapy can amend a broken soul but I will still go bc it makes my moods not as gloomy.
I really wish that sometimes I could rewind time and replace all the damage I have caused between everyone and everything. I can honestly say I am sorry to everybody and anybody I hurt . It was not intentionally I just reached a point in my life where I was...
Saeglopur. Vonlenska is not an actual language...
Music makes me feel good. It makes me feel hopeful in this hopeless world I live in. My genres range but specific ones fit my various moods. The one band I can always go for no matter how shitty or wonderful (rare feeling) I feel I always want to listen to them. I want to see the master minds behind this one band soon. Selective bands I can do this with. Only once I listened to music that made me...
Therapy assignment !
Ohhh Yay!
Better get on that.